Interstellar Adventures

March 30, 2005

I originally promised to keep it positive…

Filed under: Uncategorized — by InterstellarLass @ 5:18 pm

But it just hurts so bad. My marriage has struggled from the start, and despite best efforts (well, my best efforts at least) it doesn’t appear that there’s much of a chance for survival. I love my husband deeply, and I am praying so hard every day for a miracle of some kind. But, after 7 years of marriage (yesterday was my anniversary even), 2 kids, 3+ years of sobriety (his), a long separation and a short reunification, it appears that I’ve lost one of the most important people in my life.

If it were my choice, I would stick with it forever. Sadly, he doesn’t seem to be equally committed, and my heart is breaking. Why is this so hard?!

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